Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Learn ur lesson!!!

perhaps i'm really too gullible...

2dae, 4 young guys claiming tt they're from SAF wanna noe my cousin's whereabouts coz he's escaped from NS (actly he's been living in m'sia but was born in s'pore, tt's y under s'pore law, he's considered as a s'porean n need to serve NS).

@ 1st it was my bro attending to them, then i wondered y it took him so long, so i went to take a look. then aft they introduced themselves, i tot it was safe to let them come in n take a look. 2 of them went in, de other 2 stayed outside.

aft they went away, my bro scolded me 4 being too gullible. by rite, they shld've a warrant letter b4 they're allowed to chk our hse, n he was just abt to make a call to de SAF to chk their identity when i interupted. i oso got a lecture from my mum 4 de same reason. wat if their intention is to chk on our hse so tt they noe de route beta? besides, they could've chk from de immigration side if my cousin has even come back to s'pore.

haiz, i really tot it's ok to trust them aft they showed me their cards. shld really be more careful in future.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Project Slim-Down!

finally able to meet my dearz rus! YEAH!

we've oredi agreed to go to de gym @ her condo to start our greatest plan, tt is, to burn away de unnecessary fats aft having gained it thru snacking thru'out cny. n i brought my mum along, coz she's realli been lazy to train her body. luckily my dear gal dun mind. thx dear, n sorry 4 de trouble.

it's realli been a long time since i last exercised. n dun tink my stamina is able to catch up. all i did was keep resting. tink i'm then de real lazy pig. but i possible i wud lyk to spend more time to tok to rus coz i seldom haf tis opportunity to tok together.

later my mum n i went to try suana, n it's our 1st time. wah, din noe it's really so hot inside, n we looked lyk roasted pigs! i was sitting higher up than my mum, n we've been arguing if u'll get to experience more heat by sitting higher up. i couldn't stand it aft staying in there 4 abt 15mins, so i went out. as 4 my mum, she's capable enuf to withstand till abt 30mins, n she explained it's bcoz she got more fats to burn (lame).

i realli enjoyed myself a lot, same 4 my mum. rus, hope u'll not 4get our 2nd date - tennis! rmb to jio more peepz!

Monday, February 19, 2007

oh my goodness! is he my mr. right?

he caught my eyes de moment i saw him... on tv.

yepz, he's none other than 吴尊 from 花样少年少女.

i surfed 4 his profile aft watching de show, n i realised he possesses those qualities tt i've alwaz been finding in a guy, he's 182cm tall, b: 40, w: 31, h: 38, d.o.b: 10th oct 1980 (a librian, n five yrs older than me, n b'dae close to mine), lyks to play basketball, noe how to cook, career-minded, family is 1 of de ten richest chinese in brunei, possessing PRINCE charisma, n most imptly, i tink he's quite a pure guy (he oni had a relationship, n tt lasted 4 2 yrs).

hmm, despite possessing these attractive factors tt almost electrocuted me, there's this 1 thing tt makes him not my perfect guy, n tt is, he's lyk me, blur. i really cant imagine 2 blurries together. besides, to me, oni a clear-minded guy will then be able to look aft me.

haha, looks lyk i've been day-dreaming a lot. afterall, there's no way we'll eva noe each other, let alone being frenz, or even develop a closer relationship. but i personally dun tink it's bad or wierd to portray some guys u see on tv or ard u as ur mr. right. if u see it from de other side of de coin, this is called "std-setting", so tt u'll noe how ur partner or partner-to-be fare from ur ideal mr. right.

hmm... opps... seems lyk i've juz divulged a bit of my "std-setting"...

CNY Day 2...

hmm... wat shall i say, 2dae is juz another peaceful day (great!)

despite having slept on sofa thru'out de nite (beta not ask me y i slept on sofa) which caused my back to ache, i managed to enjoy a long, peaceful slp b4 waking up n waiting to go to my paternal aunt's pl. mum woke up too, n we decided to haf some light breakfast @ de hawker centre b4 going there (actly @ tt pt of time we had no idea if there's even any shop opened 4 biz since it's supposed to be cny day 2, but we still tried our luck). luckily i went 2 de hawker centre, coz we met my mum's fren n she's generous enuf to give me 6 bucks ang bao (Yeah!). well, u really can't blame me 4 being so pragmatic as i'm really broke! besides, this yr's ang bao seemed to haf shrunk, thou de no. of married couples supposedly haf increased, n i'm still puzzled over it.

it's loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong queue @ all de stalls! apparently many pple held de same mentality as us, tt we muz fill our tummies b4 拜年 action. mum n i had wanton noodles, n it's super duper salty! (fancy still haf de cheek to collect 50 cents more 4 each plate). but no choice, filly tummy is more impt i guess...

i've really been trying to be a goody gal, i promised, tt i volunteered to do de hanging of clothes. aft tt, we dressed up nice nice, n 4 me, putting mild make-up, b4 setting off. coz of mum's foot (according to her, it's swelling larger than ytd), we took a cab all de way to yishun, n tt cost us a bomb (alrite, i've exagerated tt part). once we reached, as usual, greeting my relatives as well as those i'm not really sure who they r n how r they related to me, n aft tt, sat down n watch tv, but nthng got into my head coz it's all oldie cantonese songs. @ abt 4 plus, we finally manage to release ourselves n got back home by bus.

alrite, dun assume tt i muz haf collected a lot of ang bao from tt trip. as i've mentioned earlier, my ang bao haf been shrinking, n tt's true. but oh well, afterall, DE WHOLE PURPOSE OF THIS TRIP IS TO PUT VISITING RELATIVES AS A PRIMARY CONCERN rite? (fingers crossed)

oh, n another thing. i almost 4got to say my resolutions 4 de yr:
  1. score very very VERY EXCELLENT grades
  2. kick off my poor habits, such as being blur, slow, messy, doesnt noe how to prioritise, too playful, too hot-tempered, n such a spendthrift
  3. slim down
  4. be an attractive woman who possesses great wisdom n ability to handle social toks
  5. n... able to grab a GREAT BOYFRIEND!

haha, i noe u muz be wondering wat's my definition of a GREAT BOYFRIEND. well well well... i shall divulge it depending on my mood, heee...

Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

i find this yr's new yr exceptionally quiet n peaceful, n i lyk it. my dad din come back 4 reunion lunch as well as dinner, which is wat i've been praying hard 4. i nvr wanna eat w/ him, coz it's awkward when we seldom c each other.

thou tt day was was bz day, i kinda lyk de peacefulness. later, my bro n i decided to stay up late @ nite as long as possible, coz according to chinese custom, in this way our parents will be able to live longer (n we're doing this 4 our mum, of cuz). we managed to stay up till 4am b4 we went to slp.

Unfortunately i'm not able to catch any slp coz i felt ticklish over my whole body while slping. i barely caught 2 hrs' of slp. tt's torturous!

When we finally managed to reach m'sia w/ mum's limping leg, it's so crowded w/ long queues everywhere in de custom. we were forced to stand 4 one n a half hr b4 we met up w/ my uncles to drive us back to their home.

n again, it's another quiet day as my eldest uncle n his family din come 2dae. i was so shag tt i went slping in de end. as 4 my cousins, they were bz playing mahjong most of de time, thou they still maintain de tradition of playing 21.

2 of my uncles were kind enuf to drive us back to our home, so tt we were able to rest early. overall, i quite satisfied w/ this new yr 4 its serenity. hopefully every yr is this peaceful.

Friday, February 16, 2007

There's really pple tt i cant stand...

2dae is de worse lesson i've had in my whole life...

i went for 205 class, finding myself w/ alex n bhavani. meaning de 2 persons, michelle n weixiong, de 2 who've been doing de readings, were absent. my goodness, i din do my reading, n alex nvr did. so meaning, left bhavani.

hey, dun tink of me as a lazy bum k? not tt i dun wan, but they're doing on a case, n i dun haf it. i came early to zap a copy, but ended up futile coz library doesn't haf it too.

it's obvious tt bhavani was de oni 1 who did de reading, yet she hardly contribute. my grp suay suay got picked by another grp to present our ans when we hardly squeezed out anything. n when we presented, our prof asked us qns n we din noe how to ans, n tt b (i shall call her "b" from now on, coz i really dun wanna recall her name) still dared to look @ me as if she oso din noe de ans n was hoping tt de more brains de beta. my foot. i already made it clear tt since i dun haf de case, there's no way tt i could ans de qn. will she be any happier by making us fools in front of de class?

alrite, i noe i'm not qualified to criticize her, since i'm @ fault too 4 not being prepared beforehand. now i realize it's alwaz de best to be indept. n tt stupid alex, fancy being a leader yet alwaz not prepared 4 class. my goodness! i cant even imagine how we can crawl thru our proj!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

I'm sorry, mum...

i've had an argument w/ mum on mon, feb 12, 2007.

i din intend to start de quarrel, i juz wanna let her noe how i feel n wat i'm thinking. tt dae her foot was bandaged, n my brother's not back from work, so she asked me to mopped de floor, n i agreed. she could see i was using lotsa effort to do it, so i tot of using tis as an opportunity to ask her if she does recognise de quality of work or de quantity, which is wat my brother has been doing, coz she's been comparing him w/ me. i'm nvr satisfied w/ his work, coz he's not been putting in effort. take spring cleaning 4 eg. he's supposed to be in chg of cleaning de windows. but he nvr change de water, n de windows' nvr considered clean.

so mum kept emphasizing tt it's an advantage 4 me 4 having de capability to produce quality work, n nvr ans my qn directly. i got so upset n i was asking her if she's been observing any changes in de hse n if she's been really putting in effort in keeping de hse clean, n as expected, she got mad @ me 4 critisizing her.

i noe she wud yell back @ me, coz of her conservative idea, tt no matter wat she does she's alwaz de mum, n nvr am i alloewed to criticize her. so while she's been nagging, i hid myself @ de storage rm so as not to let her disturbing my studying.

n 2dae, she voiced her feelings tt she's upset n feeling tt we're getting further n further apart, tt apparently we've nthng in common to communicate. y she's alwaz de oni 1 who can juz force others to emphatize her, understand her, n do wat she wanna c so as to make her happy, w/o having a position to be angry? n yet, 4 me, when i try to voice out my feelings to let her noe me beta, she'll start her defensive nature to shut me up, n if i can't take it anymore, yell back @ me.

i do admit tt there's really nthng in common tt we can tok abt. coz she's been telling me de trivial stuff tt i'm nvr interested in, n i cant tell her abt my sch work coz she can nvr help. i prefer to tok on smthng w/ more substance. n when i try to tell her abt my tots so tt we can understand each other beta, it's alwaz failed bcoz of her bad temper.

i really feel sorry 4 her, n tt's y my oni way not to make her angry is to keep quiet. but she's unhappy bcoz i'm not toking to her. arghhhhhhhhh........ wat can i do?!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Follow rich men's thinking? or not?

Ytd, 2dae n tmr evenings i was supposed to be interacting w/ Huifang n her biz partners, but i ended up din go. I told a lie, saying tt it's bcoz i'm gonna be accompanying my mum to jb. I wud luv to interact w/ her biz partners to gain a beta understanding on how to set up a biz, how wud they noe which industry shld they be focusing on, etc etc. Y wud i suddenly haf de urge to noe all these? Haiz... this wud haf to be dated back to wed, sep 7, 2007...

I've oreadi agreed to meet Huifang tt evening to go 4 a tok... not exactly a tok to precise. it's a session 4 u to learn to tink lyk de rich. According to Huifang, there'll be different activities going on 4 each session, n it's on weds n sats, but not every wk, depending on demand. so tt day when i went there they were playing cash flow, created by de author of "rich dad, poor dad", robert. it's lyk monopoly, but de purpose is to develop rich men's mentality: to create enuf passive income to cover ur expenses, so tt u wun be working 4 money, but letting money to work 4 u. When i was there, i saw many pple ard, but apparently they all belong to de same organisation tt set up this session. so ended up there were oni 3 more newbies together w/ me, plus huifang n another 1 from tt organisation playing de game.

Frankly speaking, from tt day when huifang kept urging me to go 4 tt session, i oreadi not haf any gd impression of tt organisation. mebbe it's due to de way she approached me, too desperate tt made me haf a -ve feeling. i dun lyk to be pushed ard, de more u do u, de more i'll avoid u. this shows tt she has not be studying mktg... hmm...

Aft i went there, de low response all de more ascertained my impression of it. yet huifang kept emphasizing de high in demand n kept insisting tt i shld make advanced booking.

Aft de game, a gal from tt organisation (oso from crescent) chatted w/ me abt y she started biz w/ huifang n other partners. i do agree tt we shld let $$ work 4 us, juz tt i'm not sure if i shld start my own biz or make investments. So she n huifang ask me to interact more w/ their partners to noe more abt de biz they're in (which is traditional chinese medicine distributorship) n how they run their biz. Besides, they're oso searching 4 more partners in contribute capital.

I'm interested in how they enter into entrepreneurship, but not tcm!!! i told them i need time to consider, but they kept insisting wanting to set a time 4 me to come down n interact w/ them, or else there's really nthng i shld consider. i tink i can understand their eagerness aft having played de game, they're juz been eager to grab de opportunity, n they hope to influence others to tink n act lyk them. But their eagerness realli freak me out!

i realli thank huifang 4 lending me de book "rich dad, poor dad", but i really dun lyk it if she's using this as a plot to influence me to tink n act lyk them. Thanks to me strong character.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

A Verse from Bible

Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior. Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. Eph 5:22-28

This is a verse from Freddy's e-mail. As always, there's a Bible verse in his every e-mail, & it's always different. I find it very meaningful, coz i know there's someone out there who'll always remind me of His teachings, n there's always someone ard me caring 4 me.

I like tt part in "holy n blameless" coz i always tink tt women r de most beautiful creation on Earth. but i can't really agree to "wives should submit to their husbands in everything". y shld we? don't u tink it makes a woman so powerless, so reliant on man? hmm... i dun really like this idea. coz to me, both shld attain equal status.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

2moro!!!

Wow!!!

After looking @ my blog, i've realized tt i'm a really lazy gal, fancy continuing my blog after so many mths of mia... Well, in fact, tink i've mentioned b4 tt 1 of de reasons tt prompted me to start a blog is tt i wud lyk to record down wateva if done in san diego as well as whereas i've been in U.S. but seems lyk a failed attempt. well... i shall not deny tt i'm a really pig! haha...

actly i've so much to tell... i've juz completed my pa, there's lotsa stories to tell there. well, shall tell next time... hopefully... hehe...

so y wud i haf a sudden urge to continue my blog? hmm... well... if u wanna noe, it's under de influence of 2moro! Yupz, they were in my school last nite (fri, feb 2, 2007) to hold a mini school concert! both r so dashing, especially anthony (彦均), so playful, so sunshine guys, so talented, able to bring up de atmosphere. they're really my type, hehe (drooling...). thx to my fren shiying, tt me, lihui and huiying had de privilege to take a peepz @ de 2 hunks!

also coincidentally, i met my 猪朋狗友 janice n her bf, n somemore it's her bf who noticed me b4 her. so disappointed in her 4 being my fren 4 so long... (sob sob...). haha, but it's really coincidential. de 1st time i watched school concert of 范逸臣 n 同恩 it's oso with her. now tis is my 2nd time watching a concert...

anthony doesn't seem to lyk to tok a lot, n wheneva de mcee was asking them qns, it's alwaz angus (彦甫) answering de qns, while anthony kept looking @ my side as if he's searching 4 someone, then, suddenly, he smiled n waved to us! Argh!!! tt looked so idiotic but cute!!!

as 4 angus, tink he's really a more sociable n playful guy coz he's been de one doing de tok. hmm mebbe it's coz anthony got sorethroat, so can't tok much. but i find angus a bit 色. he went to hug an ah-tiong, held a gal's waist as he led her to de stage, n hugged her again after giving her a rose! alrite, mebbe he's juz been passionate n sociable. i've to admit tt i'm indeed conservative.

though it's my 2nd time watching a concert, i still can't help but haf to admit tt mebbe life's dull in hall, tt's y many ah-tiongs go watch concert, n they're alwaz very onz. but i'm realli very impressed tt 2moro's fanz flew all de way here to follow their idol. dun tink i'll even care to spend $$ juz to follow my idol...

after de concert, me, shiying, huiying n lihui went to maken @ kfc @ jp. it's been a long time since i last had kfc n since we've had a great chat. really thx galz 4 brightening up my nitez!